About; Fa’tima Pt … site in correcting repairs

Arajem: – Is the name of this site:
– As of 2014…  in early-stage; or might.

An idea, “Blowing in the wind” from a “far away” land…
…Grasped: – …when father was out at work; – and mother;

– Home, weaving with the needle, as true magic wand:

– She called me Arejado => A little “Hillbilly”

from the High-Sierra”… (Minderico dialect), words…
A nickname of affection: – To; a flying by  frilly…

Her wild lily, amidst flowers butterflies and birds.

  • little me –

– Here; over 60 years past; –
Unrefined “text and pics”, to and from, the sound of the wind, as perceived;
With grammatical “appeal to correction;…  from the better”; - a must…


Open to debate! In my best honesty; raw: – For commonsense-

– Onomatopoeia with pictures of units of letters as conceived.
-“Communication in action”, with faith; – in being received.
– A feeling of: – Forever long, “homebound prisoner of conscience”

At the sound of the cithara, “singing the “Fado”… of  transparence”.

  • arejado –  A nickname:

In a “Catholic family” of the post WWs

Bending; to the rules and doctrines of the Big Warriors … …………………………………………

In short; a presentation as searching for a life

( of what do believe of myself). –  Is intended to

avoiding an ; exaggerated bragging comedy …

To adjust and simply try, to expose a past; “did” … as I able to remember ;

so that you can, and use it, against me; and for me...(to keep me in line) as I .

“talk and walk” in way to the test…

– Words I keep on setting here, by the edge…

that ; if “errāre hūmānum est

Also human; is: -To correct or try to correct.

; Here; now to the best of my knowledge …

       …

About me?

Can’t you see?…

….

– You tell-me; please?

and Be easy… Please…
– … Who am I?

and why?

– On a time and place, where

As by – Thales: – “The most difficult thing in life is; to know thyself …

 – Am a ?…

For over 7o years “with visa” in this planet

Believing to know a few things

and many, a lot more

that do not know

Like spacewalk; or  Microsoft wingdings…

Or Why? is always white? the Snow?

And as; no idea if we ever met?

Or if “strangers in the net” …

Am simply willing to “invest” by telling you, what I’ve got:

… – “I AM”!?…
– I used to think that I was a smart kid; lol;- a clever boy…
…Till heard and felt, to be: – but a “Toy”?…
…To fill a crack playing the host:
– In stage; with a “multitude lost”
In a positive aim; – with care?
– And that; … – would start; and dare …
and have been told; as with a loving burden,

That was a boy…
and now: – Am a man with children

facing life;
and a wife.

To whom; Maybe, weirdly?
Am trying to do my best…
And; to honest right opinion; – without contest;
to accept: -Another perspective of a better reality?…

– You show me; – That I’m not right;
With clean “weapons”; in the clean fight:
– Facts! Of any other kind:
… Yes; – Am willing to change my mind.

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– What else can one say ?… without egotism or grieve?…
– Well?!… If in specific; you ask?…
– Do try to answer, whatever; do believe.

Openly; -As possible;
And as when; impossible….
– As: – Some forgot,
 and some too hot…

– ( To tell the truth, in everything

No request to, remember anything.)

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– Am to pay and collect old dividends; and trying; – to “keep cool”, with my friends. May be able to answer more; even 2 a dissident… – And as one might know not, how to ask;

Even with another question:

– To clarify the intent. as to clear many doubts, is hereby ,my task.

… -Please:- Beware: – “ Dyslexic”;

is in one of my many labels. In words; not simply “perplexic” :

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– Many times, in complete sentences. << A rife of a neat collage of words; – as converted Benches and Tables>>.

Thus:

If unable to really, tell you, who am I; – In this planet of fences …
Yes; am ready and willing; to tell you: -What, also with

“Pain in Commonsense/Common_Sense”  do believe.


Yes; in this big difficulty of mine, to “put thoughts in how to wright?”:

  – Where is dark; – is also easier to see: – What’s bright…


-Bending to some; – who “do live the poetry, that, they cannot write”.

– Strange as it may seem: – It is easier to me, “in play”, with this jagged rhyming.
– “ a kind of poetry” Raw, coarse, modest,  and naive
To express a thought; out of  “panic” and old grieve…

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Thus: –  1948  born

A stated fact,  unable to remember by myself; – Naturally…
But yes by “memories, from what was told” :
Those “Best friends’ memoirs ”:- Some very spooky; some, highly bold.
(Amidst many advises and “not too natural”, factors actually;
as: – That I shouldn’t have been here; – according to “doctors”).


— < – Previously; mother, went to Coimbra… For help from doctors, and “above”;
(Before Lucia de Jesus “Dorothy”- “Mary of the Sorrows”) “upper” move…)
– To …- (the University City”…
… – yes, to see the Doctors, “with degrees”.
… and of extraordinary fees…
-… There: -Mother, had her first lessons on “ Jewish bloodline? ”…
As obnoxious as it may seemed; – To tell me after, that it was; mine.

– She learned noticeably, the story of “Skull &Bones” ; – in deep…
While they thought: – That she was anesthetized, and a sleep.

– “Well”!… – I was born.
And about two years past; (1950+-)… Do recall, fairly clear:
… ( and Yes, this in direct, and yes before was three … my dear).

– Do remember the paralyzing dread;

felt, as by paranoia led;
Of the sound and sight, of the “little flying machines”,

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that the wright brothers at first owned…

As mother; defying many other genes…


– Maybe a “Piper melody” but of no simple “Vagabound

To an Abbé Faria, a Lunardi or to Dundas’ Count Edmond”…

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Sometimes as a?… Then; a too well renowned…
Dark-green “deadly army”; flying by.
Up above; overhead, in the sky…
Bigger then eagles… the old “Air-queens”…
Terrifying; little me: – Out in the field, and in bed.

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– Even though, some said: – “WW2 was officially over”;
“Everybody in town” was yet; – feeling “the hangover”.


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– Father had just lost; the best job he loved:
(Teaching elementary-school-children), as by demand,
For “an offer he could not refuse”: -Under (religious-business-pressure); command”:
– Offering “freely”; – no (useless) fight…
To become: – “A top servant, of the Roman might.”
– An “EPROM with fused silica”:
… (- Mr. Sacristan of the basilica ).
Until “boss convenience upgrade” moved…

  • As at first; started

 in the “Secretaría”
…a closet for the “Great secret of Cova da Iria‘…

As “Everybody knows that the dice are loaded
Everybody rolls with their fingers crossed
Everybody knows the war is over
Everybody knows the good guys lost – … Leonard Cohen .”

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– For studding  “above-average”; as moved up, to the Sacristy
Where  “saw and heard”: – “ That Eva, man!… – What a feasty”!.

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And little me there? – knowing not why;
Feeling like?… a mosquito, a diptera-fly…
…Observing; and skipping many slaps of “humans”…
– of many people been called the; “Last of the Romans”


As Francis II, the last Holy Roman Emperor…
– And others; playing kings of the “war on terror”.
Ignoring “Nikola and his elves”…

– Terrorizing, but; them-selves.
Or ? Shall we say?
Николай Tesla et? “ses élèves”?
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– Now (2014) ;

Over 60 years past, and with this idea of “a webpage
at retirement age”.
– As born again; – from that; enslaved life routine,

Amidst laymen and friars…
A prisoner of work, of a status; of too many, religious leaders
and liars.

 -Led by the semi-concealed 13: – In “Daniel and the Elders”

– ( Susanna) … Assunção…  Açucena…
… “Now, a lily of  WHITE FLOWERS”…
– (yes the truth is here and there: -Open in the; – Out…
– Yet, – no “littler priest” allowed; – to talk about).

In the wild bunch egotist and and mean;
in that same old, Basel BIS; – (“Pope war engine”).

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– A “wannabe Juif errant”

semi-lost in in the “comedy of Dante”…
…(Be it with Camões or Aquinas;
… to me, from “Palavras Divinas “

“Et antiquum documentum

Novo cedat ritui – Aquinas- (Circa 1250)”

And
“ Cesse tudo o que a Musa antiga canta,
Que outro valor mais alto se alevanta–
(“Stop all that the old Muse sings,
A higher value is getting -“up in wings”
)…
” Camões” (Circa 1550)…


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“I will not allow the Athenians to sin twice against philosophy” –Aristotle
From: – Aristotles, Poetics +- 350 BC
Today; am guessing in updating a more clear way,

probably would say;

as singing the blues:
– “ I allow Not the Romans to sin twice against the Jews”…

Known; – not exactly; by the  blood; not by the smarts, not by the genitals, not by the mother, not by the nose…
– And do state: – Am trying my best to show “a few”, not a fool;

–  who in reality, Jews are: – As “happy are those”…
– Always a people, with a mind without borders .
–With or without gold; but more than the “Golden rule” …

– Truly following; very old “orders”;

as always news…
<<…I know the insults of those who call themselves Jews but are not —

 on the contrary, they>> “were” a …
שקר, אין שני רגליים לעמוד עליהן‎
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– Well;  Moving on… – Playing the play; of “bio publishers”:…


– Year-1959 – After many penalties, and much more than a beating
by teachers, “in name of the Father” acting.
(Although common, there; at the time); “let us confess”:
-To the point, where no longer hurts; beyond numbness;
Strength of pure contempt, for the “righters of wrongs”: – For the punishers.

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– That way; – finished elementary school, at the “Dominicanas house” .
The; “She – Hounds of the Lord “;

Even if, for lack of a better word…

…..
At 11 years of age ; “(year-1959/60) went as “norm”,
… for upper education; into the “seminary”

Where; – To feel really warm:

(got a big slap in the face from the “perfect”).


– And then; not in the mood to give-up or defect:
(barely began to “fight back”) ; daring the mean adversary.

With Rosa Rosea Rosarum Rose… maybe uncouth:

Skipping the evil in the rosary;
Was soon; – “kicked-out”;

 as: – A Savage!… – as “thrown overboard” (and not just because ) …

Year- 1961/2: – To School ; Leiria “high-school”…and  “electrician/beginners”…

Year 1965/6… Out ; -“ Out of action”

no money for diplomas or graduation …

 Year – 1967: – From home;- ( Knowing not how to? “earn a living”)…

And feeling to be, but, a heavy burden to; Parents, three brothers and seven sisters)
walked away, (literally) across the Rio Pequeno at relatively “Grand risk”;
to the “free side of the border”; > España … “France”…

Ready to dance …
and? … (Oh my!…) completely unaware of the fisc…

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About one year, “métèque”; Afghanistan” in Paris, A metal/factory worker.

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Near a year later ; – Heard: – “dejé mi vida dejé mi amor .
dejé enterrado mi corazón.”
: …

– Returned home for the “draft” Fear or Senseless; As a“refractory” facing the clamor…
– “Press-ganged” into the (Portuguesa army on a 36 month enforced contract proposal) …

– “A free-lance… at war”.

Observing “the boat; set-sail and free” …
Like the pharos ; Most time in the coast, by the sea;

– Lisboa and Setúbal; – From the clash, well afar.


– In Setubal met “old friend” Zeca at the Centro Cultural;

 Contrasting with the barracks ambiance. So natural…
– Saw revoked more than once; “my service offer”:
To the war front-line. (At first; as photographer) …

After ; feeling too lonely

Wanted to play “Holy See” An observer; Only.

 
Year – 1973: Out of the army… – 3 months in Guiné-Bissau,

(Store-worker and:  –  “Battlegrounds short-visitor”)! …

Skipped free, once more … My buddie; not so lucky…


Then: Fall 1973 – Canada. – Thompson mines…

  • 1974 – Construction;-Winnipeg…
    1980s- Calgary… Edmonton… Vancouver …Kamloops…

Studying “ L.Tiger; Men in Groups:

(Got married-new life) – (New dreams, with attachments)  …

  •  year 1986 – Toronto Construction and Demolition  …
    – May. 11. 1987 : – Daring “Powers at be” ; – The establishment, Canada Trust…
    “ In pursuit of the right of the individual to life, liberty, security …
  • ” for my family ?…
    – Ô Canada …??? …………..“ Led to rust”?…
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    (“He who fights and runs away,
    may live to fight another day”.)

    1988… In ; “returning home BC” … Saw myself “trapped” ;- In North-America central…
    … with, sporadic appearances in this “Canadian legal system” , of “free for all”?…

    – Over, two years living not “of bread alone”

 but also wine and pizza; rolling as a round marble stone…
–year 1991 Arrested; for near a month, by the system and clear big lies;

of a social worker “the dirty boss”. – So far unable to blind my eyes .


– Lugged into “old Winnipeg Remand Centre, and; – Cuckoo’s Nest.”…

Where misery abounds… – And to get out ? – Not allowed contest.
-“In bail- Out!?… Amidst the confusion of “mental disorders”: …

 – “How gross”;
– To continue “Voluntary”

with family… 2 years+ @ the “Sisters of Mother Teresa”…

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– Out: – But; – With the label; and the stigmas attached:

– …OCD……ADHD… manic… …skitzo…

epileptic… – “you name it; and probably, did let myself be led, to the edge of it… ” … (Without  water of  Ritso)

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Like the “ vaivém Discovery ” on a fleet;

On  piggyback over Washington; and  “full of it”…

“In vino veritas”
By the “true down to heart misery, of  caritas”
and to rhyme;

“how sublime!”

Even, despite fimose
Indicted with grandiose
> …Till Forced by the law of  the “heavy pound”…
(literally and figuratively )> “Uderground”…

– Constantly indicted for Laziness … (unwillingness to bend) ?…
– (How cute) – A thing so difficult; for “the Proletariat ” to comprehend…
And “to top it”:

As “Ali’s phantom punch” knocking…

Charged and highly penalized for:

“caught working”:
– And, robbed and jumped by the “law muggers”;
“Lawyers”: – The “ NWO, gold diggers”…

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And after; “lawfully” by Doctors forced to contend;

(as prescribed/therapy): – Helping a “gipsy friend”.
– Ô Canada – ( that was the crime) .

And that’s hurting… Sometimes…
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– Now seemingly as (@ a web-street corner/beta stage)

 “Show time”.
“Hat open” ( invest ) to passersby! And not too shy, with a dime!
Trying to: “ Raise the curtains”, in a more fairly clean stage .
Open! For a New life; with the luggage of alleged old age …

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– Fresh, bare; open wild…
– A person; open to any question…
Trusting the power; of the “scepter-rod”.
– Truthfully and Grateful to Good God.
And yes; (2020 yet) a prisoner, with affection,
of , beloveds; wife, two children … two  grandchildren and friends

Thank you
Victor
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-Please, share your thoughts;
Help me here; to “connect the dots” :

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                   – (From my side -private- “au natural” :
– with my best respect to the privacy of the individual.)
As Yes I do believe that even the Pope heard confessions, He shouldn’t reveal ;
(- Otherwise he could never; – do something about it.
– Such revelations are part of the addressee:
… And Yes; (ON THIS) do agree…

“Omertà with” : – “Go and sin no more” .

The telling of the truth, a reason for punishment; – is Not.
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Yet; also
– “ honestly playing, can we easily tell the truth”

 – Although by myself, very difficult to do.


–And together? …  – It seems; a lot yet… to undo.

-Settling: – If you dare to think that this is all mine
and here you see, something seemingly unreal
or offensive, to you or to anyone;
willing to atone…

– Before prejudging; to more confusion generate:
An honest Comment can help; and, let us elaborate:
Please; – step forward and do cast the first , … “lifeline” .

– To make this webpage ours, “down-to-ground” and fine…

Yours    – V.

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