Arajem: – Is the name of this site: – 2014… in early stage; of might.
An idea, “blowing in the wind” from faraway lands…
…Grasped: – …when father was at work; – and mother;
– Home, weaving needles as true magic wands:
– She called me Arejado => “Her little Hillbilly
from the High-Sierra”… from “Minderico”, words…
A nickname of affection: – To; flying by and frilly…A wild lily amidst flowers butterflies and birds.
My Name Is Nobody
is my ; – Favorite movie: –
(Italian: Il mio nome è Nessuno) a 1973
comedy Spaghetti Western… w/ Terence Hill and Henry Fonda.
… directed by Tonino Valerii. … The story of Nobody (Terence Hill)
Attempting to get his idol Jack Beauregard (Henry Fonda) to take on the Wild Bunch gang of outlaws.
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0070215/
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… – ( Site started: 2014) ;
– Out o; the thought/feeling of a “LusoCanadian”
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Portuguese_Canadians
– 1948 , – born; in Fa’tima Pt. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/F%C3%A1tima,_Portugal
- (Characters and events in this page; are real (from it’s specific container of thought unless clearly stated ) ; “pictionary”
some a bit disguised, but Real, …as similar cases, (like arigato vs. obrigado a coincidence)…might be the same; of different cultures…
… It is written with the use of many OPT (other people things) I own not;
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– Here; –
Unrefined “text and pics”, to and from, the sound of the wind, as perceived;
With grammatical “appeal to correction;… from the better”…
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Open to debate; in my best honesty; raw: For – Commonsense-
– Onomatopoeia with pictures of units of letters as coceived.
-“Communication in action”, with faith; – in being received.
– A feeling of: – Forvery long, a “homebound prisoner of conscience”
At the sound of the cithara, “singing the ”Fado… (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fado ) of transparence”.
arejado…
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– A nickname:
In a “Catholic family” of the post WWs
Bending to the rules and doctrines of the warriors…
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In a short presentation as searching for a life
( of what do believe of myself) Is intended to
Avoiding an exaggerated bragging comedy
To adjust and simply try to expose a past ; “did” … as I can remember ;
so that you can, and use it, against me and for me…(to keep me in line) as I “talk and walk”.
– Words I keep on setting here, to the best of my knowledge …
Being human with the knowledge that ; if “errāre hūmānum est”
Also human , is: -To correct, trying our best.
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About me? – You tell-me; please?
– Who am I?
-On a time and place, where
“The most difficult thing in life, is to know thyself. –….. – Thales”……
– A ?…
with no better to say…
– For over 60 years spinning in this planet
Believing to know a few things;
And; many, a lot more, that: – Do know not…
– As a bit confused with wingdings
not sure in if personally we met or “strangers in the net”?
Am willing to “invest” by telling you, what I got…
… “I AM”!?…
– Used to think that I was a smart kid ; a clever boy…
…Till heard and felt, to be: – but a “Toy”?…
…To fill a crack playing the host:
– In stage; with a “multitude lost”
In a positive aim; – with care?
– That; – Yes; would start and dare …
… and have been told; as from loving burden,
that: – Am a young man with children
and a wife. To whom; maybe, weirdly?
Am trying to do my best…
And; to honest right opinion; without contest;
to offer: -Another perspective of reality?…
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Or ; You show me, that I’m not right;
With clean “weapons”; in clean fight:
– Facts! Of any other kind:
and Yes, Am willing to change my mind.
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– What else can one say ?… without egotism or grieve?…
– Well?!… If in specific; you ask me?…
– Do try to answer, whatever; do believe.
Openly, as possible;
And as when; impossible?…
– As: … – Some forgot,
Some too hot…
Is not a must, to remember, anything.
To tell the truth, in everything…
– Am; to pay and collect old dividends;
and trying; – “keeping cool”, with my friends.
Maybe able to answer more; Even 2 some dissident…
– And as one might know not, how to ask ;
Even with another question: – To clarify the intent.
as to clear many doubts, is here by choice; in my task.
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-Please:- Beware: – “ Dyslexic”; is in one of my many labels.
In words; not only: – Many times, in complete sentences.
<< A rife of a neat collage of words; – as converted benches and tables>>.
Thus: if unable to really, tell you, who am I; in this planet of fences: …
Yes; am ready and willing; to tell you: -What, also with Paine in Commonsense do believe.
And yes in this big difficulty of of mine, to put thoughts in writing:
– Yes; – where is dark; – is also easier to see: – What shiness bright…
-Bending to many; – who
“do live the poetry, that, they cannot write”.
– Strange as it may seem: – It is easier to me, “in play”, with this jagged rhyming.
– “ a kind of poetry” Raw, coarse, modest, and naive
To express thoughts; out of “panic” and old grieve…
Thus? – Am a “Luso Canadian – ”:
– 1948 born in Fatima. Pt.: ( فاطمة in Arabian),
A stated fact; unable to remember by myself; – Naturally…
But yes by “memories, from what by friends, was told” :
Those “Best friends’ memoirs ”:- Some very spooky; some, highly bold.
(Amidst many advises and “not too natural”, factors;
as: – I shouldn’t have been here; – according to “the dotors”).
— < – Previously; Mother, went to Coimbra…
Joining without stripes as the zebra…
For help from doctors, and “above”;
(Before Lúcia ‘s; “Dorothy”- Mary of the Sorrows) “upper” move…)
– To …- (the University
City):
… – yes, to see the Doctors, “with degrees”.
… of extraordinary fees…
-… Mother, had her first lessons on the “ Jewish bloodline? ”…
As obnoxious as it may seemed; – after telling me; that it was mine.
– There; Learned noticeably, of the “Skull & Bones of Yale” ; – in deep…
While they thought: – That she was anesthetized, and a sleep.
– “Well”!… It came to past; – I was born.
And about two year later (1950+-)… Do recall, fairly clear:
… ( and Yes, this in direct, and yes before three … my dear).
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– Do remember the paralyzing dread;
felt, as if by paranoia led;
Of the sound and sight, of the “little flying machines”,
that the wright brothers at first; owned…
– Maybe a “Piper melody”, but of no simple “Vagabond”
To an Abbé Faria, a Lunardi or to the The Count Edmond ”…
Sometimes as a?… too well renowned…
Dark-green “deadly army”; flying by.
Up above; overhead, in the sky…
Bigger then eagles… the old “Air-queens”…
– Terrifying; little me: – Out in the field, and in bed.
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– Even though, some said: – “WW2 was officially over”;
“Everybody in town” was yet; – feeling “the hangover”.
…
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– Father had just lost the job he loved:
(Teaching elementary-school children), but removed
For “better living conditions”: as by demand
Under (religious-business) pressure; command”:
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– Offering “freely”; no (useless) fight…
To become: – “A top servant, of the Roman might.”
– An “EPROM with fused silica”:
… (- Mr. Sacristan of the basilica ).
At first; starting in the “Secretaría”
…the closet of the “Great secret” of Cova da Iria…
– Soon after; for knowing “above-average”; promoted, to the Sacristy
Where he “saw and heard”: – “ –That Eva, man!?… – What a feasty”!.…
And little me, knowing not why;
Feeling like?… a mosquito, diptera-fly…
…Observing; and skipping many slaps of “humans”…
– of many people been called the; “Last of the Romans”
As Francis II, the last Holy Roman Emperor…
– And others; playing kings of the “war on terror”.
Ignoring “Nikola and his elves”:
– Terrorizing, but; – Them-selves.
Or shall we say?
Николай Tesla et ses élèves?
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– Now; over 60 years past, with this idea of “a webpage
at retirement age”.
– A born again; – from that; enslaved life routine,
Of prisoner of work, of a status; of too many bosses and religious leaders
and liars. -Led by the semi-concealed 13: – In “Daniel and the Elders”
– ( Susanna) … Assunção… (“Beam me up Jim”)… Açucena…
… “Now, lily of WHITE FLOWERS”…
– (yes the truth is here and there: -Open; in the; – Out…
– Yet, no “littler priest” allowed; – to talk about).
In the wild bunch egotist and and mean;
in that same old, Basel BIS; (“Pope war engine”).
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– A “wannabe Juif errant”
semi-lost in in the “comedy of Dante”…
…(Be it with Camões or Aquinas;
… to me, from “palavras Divinas”
“Et antiquum documentum
Novo cedat ritui – Aquinas- (Circa 1250)”
Cesse tudo o que a Musa antiga canta,
Que outro valor mais alto se alevanta–
(“Stop all that the old Muse sings,
A higher value is getting -“up in wings”)…
” Camões” (Circa 1550)…
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“I will not allow the Athenians to sin twice against philosophy” –Aristotle
From: – Aristotles, Poetics +- 350 BC
Today
In updating for a more clear way,
probably would say,
as singing the blues:
– “ I allow Not the Romans to sin twice against the Jews”…
Known, Not exactly, by the blood; not by the smarts, not by the genitals, not by the mother, not by the nose.
– And do state: – Am trying my best to show “a few”, who in reality, Jews are: – As “happy are those”…
– Always a people with a mind without borders .
–With or without gold; but more than the “Golden rule” – Truly following; very old leaders and “orders”;
as news…
<<…I know the insults of those who call themselves Jews but are not — on the contrary, they>> “were” a …
You can read and see; also hot…
לשקר אין שתי רגליים לעמוד
“guardati bene dottore…
traduttore, traditore”
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– Moving on… – Playing the play; of “bio publishers”:…
– 1959 – After many penalties, and much more than a beating
by teachers, “in name of the Father” acting.
(Although common, there; at the time); “let us confess”:
-To the point, where no longer hurts; beyond numbness;
Strength of pure contempt, for the “righters of wrongs”: – For the punishers.
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– 1960s That way; finished elementary school, at the “Dominicanas house” .
The she ” Hounds of the Lord”
As if ; for lack of a better word…
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@11 years old; went as “norm”, (for a big slap in the face from the “perfect”)
…………. for upper education; into the “seminary”;
– There; not in the mood to give-up or defect:
(barely began to “fight back”) ; daring the adversary.
With Rosa Rosea Rosarum Rose…
– Was soon “kicked-out”; as: – A Savage…as “thrown overboard”
(and not just because ) …
– 1961s: – To Leiria “high-school”…No good in their math…
to blue colar; > “electrician/beginners”…til dropout due to finance shortage …
– 1968: – From home;-( Knowing not how to “earn a living”…
And feeling to be a heavy burden to; Parents, three brothers and seven sisters)
walked away, (literally) across the Rio Pequeno at fairly “Grand risk”;
to the “free side of the border”; España … “France”…
and; … (oh my!…) completely unaware of the fisc…
About one year, “métèque; “Afghanistan” in Paris, ( metal/factory worker).
Near a year later ; – heard: – “…dejé mi vida dejé mi amor . …
dejé enterrado mi corazón.” : … – returned for the “draft” facing the clamor…
– “Press-ganged” into the (Portuguesa army) “AAO?” (a freelance) “at war“.
most time in the coast, by the sea; by Lisboa and Setúbal; – from the clash, well afar.
– met “old friend” Zeca at the Centro Cultural; contrasting with the barracks ambiance.
Saw revoked more than once; “my service offer”:
To the war front-line. (At first; as photographer) …
– 1973: Out of the army… – 3 months in Guiné-Bissau, (store-worker and “battleground short-visitor”)! …
Then: – Canada. – Thompson mines… –After…… construction;-Winnipeg.
1980s- Calgary… Edmonton… Vancouver …Kamloops…(got married-new life) – 1986 Toronto…
– May. 11. 1987 : – Daring “Powers at be ; the establishment” Canada Trust…
“ In pursuit of the right of the individual to life, liberty, security …” for my family ?…
– Ô Canada …??? …………..“ Let to rust”?…
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– (“He who fights and runs away,
may live to fight another day”.)
1988… So; “returning home BC” … Saw myself “trapped” ;- In North-America central…
… with at first, sporadic appearances in this “Canadian legal system” , of “free for all”…
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– About over, two years living not “of bread alone” but also wine and pizza
–1991 Arrested; for near a month, by the system and clear big lies; of a “social worker boss”.
– Lugged into “old Winnipeg Remand Centre, and; – Cuckoo’s Nest.”… Where misery abound…
-“In bail- Out!?… Amidst the confusion of “mental disorders”: … – “How gross”;
– To continue “Voluntary” with family… 2 years+ @ the “Sisters of Mother Teresa”…
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– Out: – With the label; and the stigmas attached:- …OCD……ADHD… manic… …skitzo…
epileptic… “you name it; and probably, did let myself be led, to the edge of it… ” … (Without water of Ritso)
Like the “ vaivém Discovery ” on a fleet;
On piggyback over Washington; and “full of it”…
“In vino veritas”
By the “true down to heart misery, of caritas”
and to rhyme;
“how sublime!”…
Even, despite fimose
Indicted with grandiose
> …Till Forced by the law of the “heavy pound”…
(literally and figuratively )> “underground”…
– Constantly indicted for Laziness … (unwillingness to bend) ?…
– (How cute) A thing so difficult; for “the Proletariat ” to comprehend…
And “to top it”: As “Ali’s phantom punch” knocking…
Charged and highly penalized for: – “caught working”:
– And after, robbed and jumped by the “law muggers”;
“Lawyers”: – The “ NWO, gold diggers”…
And after; “lawfully” by Doctors forced to contend;
(as prescribed/therapy): – Helping a “gipsy friend”.
– Ô Canada – ( that was the crime) .
And that’s hurting.
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– Now seemingly as (@ a web-street corner/beta stage) “Show time”.
“Hat open” ( invest ) to passersby! And not too shy, with a dime!
Trying to: “ Raise the curtains”, in a more fairly clean stage .
Open! For a New life; with the luggage of alleged old age …
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– Fresh, bare; open wild…
– A person; open to any question…
Trusting the power; of the “scepter-rod”.
– Truthfully and Grateful to God.
And yes; (2015) a prisoner, with affection ,
of , beloveds; wife, two children and friends… and a grandchild.
Thank you
Victor
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-Please, share your thoughts;
Help me to “connect the dots” :
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#2- “Snail Mail” : – 765McPhillips. Winnipeg .Canada. r2x2j2 – ( dictum ).
#3- Email- [email protected] : – (From my side -private- “au natural” :
– with my best respect to the privacy of the individual.)
As Yes I do believe that even the Pope heard confessions, He shouldn’t reveal ;
(- Otherwise he could never; – do something about it.
– Such revelations are part of the addressee:
And Yes (ON THIS) do agree…
“Omertà with” : – “Go and sin no more” .
The telling of the truth, as the real reason for punishment; – is Not.
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– “ honestly playing, can we easily tell the truth” – Although by myself, very difficult to do.
– Together?… : … – It seems; a lot yet… to undo.
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-Settling: – If you dare to think that this is all mine
and here you see, something seemingly unreal
or offensive, to you or to anyone;
willing to atone…
– Before prejudging; to more confusion generate:
An honest Comment can help; and, let us elaborate:
Please; – step forward and do cast the first , … “lifeline” .
– To make this webpage ours, “down-to-ground” and genial…
Yours – V.
from Elmano Sadino
A CARING ATTEMPT at COMMONSENSE REASONING.
- em Portugues…Segue assim, se as coisas sao como sao ; Fazendose-me dificil, “agradar todo o fregues” … Introdução Esta tradução , mesmo que imperfeita; – o melhor, de que fui capaz evitando qualquer desfeita segue sem marcha a traz […]
More philosophical than history
and finer Is Poetry.
History has only the individual;
Poetry expresses the universal.
– Aristotle (350 BC)
Truth is here, yes maybe a bit in a mess; If, to you; not clear question it; fear less Talk to me; as a child As clean as wild; With no hate no fate Am open to communicate –vic
– The poet is a faker
Who’s so good at his act
He even fakes the pain
Of pain he feels in fact.
And those who read his words
Will feel in what he wrote
Neither of the pains he has
But just the one they don’t.
And so around its track
This thing called the heart winds,
A little clockwork train
To entertain our minds.
Fernando Pessoa poem – 1931″
– Aiming not at no nice fight… . – No copyrights in this sight. … ……… Copyright free: ……….. On Respect – willing to agree. ……………………………………… If you think this site and words are perfect……………………….. Be careful with your intellect … as your thoughts would be of fanatic ………………. ………. and, is time to clean your intellectual attic…………………… Show me a “shadow of a doubt” in action…………………………. And will be able to act with more caution. …
NIHIL INTERIT. . . . . . . . . OMNIA MUTANTUR
Truth?
“What is truth?” Pilatus asked. (unwilling to know more) ……….. Tell me if; – you truly comprehended what he said; – And if possible: -Correcting.
………. -« Je ne suis pas d’accord avec ce que vous dites, mais je me battrai jusqu’au bout pour que vous puissiez le dire »-(“AS LONG AS YOU TELL THE TRUTH … And That; is clear in paper …………. out of the polygraph shaper . “). …………. – Voltaire